The number 3 symbolizes the generative force, creative power, multiplicity, and forward movement.  They are about planning and preparing, putting the details into place before beginning the work.  Pentacles are associated with the material world, acquisitions of wealth and possessions, our connection to Earth and Nature, sensation, matters pertaining to the physical plane, the body, health and physical or sexual activities.  Pentacles can also be connected with practicality, groundedness and being realistic.  The 3 of Pentacles represent sharpening professional ability; successful effort using creative and practical skills; and new undertakings that bring material rewards.

I found it so appropriate to receive this card today.  It is my second day in CPR instructor training and I have to be honest - I'm not sure I'll make it.  Don't get me wrong, I know I'm an effective trainer but this requires a precision and attention to detail that I'm not sure I possess.  I've also been watching some of my fellow trainees drop like flies.  Two of them have already decided this training was too intense for them and a third looks like she could drop any minute.  Even if I don't pass this course (and I think I will) I have learned a lot about my presentation style, the need for preparation and the importance of being calm while presenting.  I am definitely an apprentice in this situation and it may take more practice to get me close to mastery.

But that's actually the part of the process that I like.  I need to be pushed in order to expand myself in this way.  Like a lot of people, if something seems too hard I may avoid it until forced to face it.  This process is forcing me to face these issues and work through them.  I always love a challenge so I'm not too worried.  Although to be honest, I also know myself well enough to know that I am a good presenter/facilitator.  Taking this training is helping me fine tune my skills and make some practical changes to my style.  I have often joked that I speak to fast but now I realize that it negatively impact what my audience gains from the workshop.  That defeats the purpose of the session.  So I have to be a bit more methodical and pace myself more effectively in order to ensure that my audience receives maximum benefit from the presentation.