"After taking some personal risks, you may be feeling the need to put intense energy into being with yourself and discovering your self.  You're so committed to your own growth and direction that you may be unaware of the rest of the world.  You may be strongly introverted now, or you may be exploring a part of your personality in a secret or hidden manner." Gail Fairfield

Knights symbolize protection, strength, ambition and questing.  Fire is associated with inspiration, energy, passion, feeling, enterprise, ambition, matters pertaining to the "spark of life", and the element of fire.  Typically this card refers to someone who is energetic and enthusiastic about life, heedlessly charging ahead in search of adventure and excitement.  The Knight of Wands can either represent qualities you possess or someone else in your life who possesses these qualities. 

This is the second time this week that I've drawn this card.  I think the Knight of Wands embodies aspects I want to incorporate into my life but haven't even tried yet.  I think that's why this card is reversed because I'm not even trying to change things.  I know I have issues in this area.  My energy is low and I'm not doing anything to change it.

My original plan was to wait until May to start looking for another job but maybe I need to start doing something now.  Perhaps waiting isn't the best plan of action right now (or should I say the best plan of inaction).  Maybe it's just time to actually do anything rather than just taking a wait and see attitude.