The number 3 symbolizes the generative force, creative power, multiplicity, and forward movement.  They are about planning and preparing, putting the details into place before beginning the work.  Pentacles are associated with the material world, acquisitions of wealth and possessions, our connection to Earth and Nature, sensation, matters pertaining to the physical plane, the body, health and physical or sexual activities.  Pentacles can also be connected with practicality, groundedness and being realistic.  The 3 of Pentacles represent sharpening professional ability; successful effort using creative and practical skills; and new undertakings that bring material rewards.

I think I've been focusing so much on moving forward that I haven't really given myself credit for the things I have accomplished.  The figures on both the 3 of Pentacles cards seem to be taking a moment to appreciate their work or at least the work that has been achieved so far.  I have a tendency to blow off compliments to my work so I haven't always really valued the kind words and encouragement I've received about my work over the years.  Whether it was something in my past professional life or another area, I convinced myself that it would be immodest to be too proud about my accomplishments.  The only area in my life that I am fairly confident about my abilities is academics.  I know I can do well in school.  I treat that the way I treat the fact that I have green eyes.  It's not something I have to work very hard to achieve so I don't often value it as much as I probably should.

I think perhaps one of the things I need to accept and appreciate is when people are kind enough to give me positive feedback about something I've done.  I usually shrug it off as no big deal but maybe I need to learn to value these skills more.  I also need to trust that others aren't just saying things to be nice.  I tend to treat compliments from friends the way I treat my mother giving me a compliment - I just sort of assume they're being kind.  Maybe I need to have more faith in myself and in my friends.  I'm sure they want to be supportive and encouraging but that doesn't invalidate what they say.