QOTD - What is my lesson today? - 7 of Earth/Coins (Experimental & Dame Fortune)


The number 7 in many cultures is a sacred number (think of the 7 chakras) and is the number of divine and earthly harmony, of fate and transformation. Pentacles are associated with the material world, acquisitions of wealth and possessions, our connection to Earth and Nature, sensation, matters pertaining to the physical plane and the element of earth. Pentacles can also be connected with practicality, groundedness and being realistic.
"You are experimenting with money, material resources, or your body in a variety of ways. You are experiencing the various opportunities that are available as a result of your physical or financial condition. You may be developing some variety in your work or trying out various approaches to money management or investment." - Gail Fairfield
How interesting that the keyword for the Experimental 7 of Earth has the keyword "Avalanche" on it. That's sort of how I feel today. Ever since learning that my godfather died, I feel lost and just a bit more alone. Of course that's ironic considering that I didn't really see much of my godparents. However I always had the feeling that as long as they were out there I had people who cared about me. Maybe that says more about my connections with my family than it does about anything else but that is how it was. There was a sort of distant connection; something that bound us even though we didn't see each other much. Now part of that connection is gone and I am so sad.
Looking at the image on the Experimental 7 of Earth I was also struck by the image of the rings emanating outward from the orb. It reminds me of the ripple effect you see when a pebble is dropped into water. It also reminds me of the fact that whatever we do ripples outward and affects those around us. That was my Uncle Jack. His impact could be felt even if he wasn't present at the time.
Looking at the Dame Fortune 7 of Coins I was struck by the impression that the woman at the card is seeking payment from the man. She is clutching a small animal, maybe a lamb, in her arms. Perhaps she cares for this man's sheep or has sold him sheep and is now seeking payment from him. However he seems reluctant to release the funds. The woman doesn't seem anxious or upset, just calm and self-assured that she will receive her payment. In some ways this card speaks to me of receiving a fairs day's pay for a fair day's work.
Perhaps I am underestimating my own worth; don't feel I deserve a fair day's pay. This directly ties in with my job search because it can be so challenging to offer a salary requirement when I don't really feel I deserve it. Of course the bottom line is that if I can do the job and am able to handle the responsibilities, then I'm worth the salary. Knowing that on an intellectual level and accepting that in my heart is another matter. Maybe I need to emulate the calm and self-assured manner of the woman on the Dame Fortune card. I am not asking for anything I don't deserve and this is something I need to keep in mind as I move forward in my job search.


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